Ch. 13: Mental Space – Collective of Never Not

Existence is the Song of Never Not

Everything that exists, is.
And everything that is, has its place in Existence.
Whatever exists, exists at all “times,” or rather: always.
It cannot not be.
And everything in Existence is connected, inevitably, simultaneously.
Existence is never not.

In this way we — people, animals, plants, minerals, metals, gems and stones, air, water, and everything in between — including even the non-tangible, like thoughts, rules, and agreements — all sing together.
By vibrating, each part gives its voice to the Field of Options, which is Existence sung through the Never Not.

This also includes those not currently in form: the vast bulk of humanity that is not embodied at this moment, as well as the many who have just left or are on their way in.
Other clusters too — kin beyond our species, presences beyond our sight — are equally part of Existence.

Because every single being out there is a whole world of their own — one part of Existence — our worlds share every moment of Now.
Logic will tell us that Existence is then like an orchestra of participants, each vibrating and singing their contribution to the mutual Song of Never Not.

This means we exist by default in shared space.
No one is real in isolation; each of us is real only in relation to all others.
Presence is mutual — we hold one another in being.
The air we breathe has already passed through countless lungs.
The water in our blood has flowed through oceans, clouds, rivers, and stones.
Even thoughts are not private — they ripple and mingle in the shared Field.

The Orchestra of Life

Every note matters:

• Minerals hum as the deep bass of stability.
• Plants weave the melodies of growth and renewal.
• Animals bring the pulse of instinct and movement.
• Humans carry the harmonics of choice — the ability to shift resonance by awareness.
• And those not in form sing the tones of memory, guidance, and continuity.

Taken together, the Song of Never Not is not performance or competition.
It is coherence itself — a living balance in which each voice has its place, and all are needed for the whole.
No part of the whole is bigger or more important than the other, and none is bigger than the whole.

This also means Existence is not a stage for individuals to shine alone.
To be real is to be in tune.
A note cut off from the orchestra is not music – but noise.

And this orchestra is not limited to our Solar system.
Other constellations — Orion, Lyra, Sirius, and more — have their own histories of coherence and split.
What we see here is part of a much larger cosmic field, echoing across times and worlds.

Presence, Not Performance

Everything in Existence is.
Hence the only motion in it is the change, and everything that matters is Now, or presence.
Not performance, not “even more”, not “even better”, not a competition.
Just coherence and presence is required for something to be real.

It is worth remembering here that bodies are really vehicles — instruments through which every living being functions in the world of gross matter.
Each body comes with a full set of “controls” at the being’s disposal.

Yet as a species we have been denied true knowledge of these systems.
We were led to believe — just as we were led to believe given names were ours — that the body is all there is.

And so we try to “improve” bodies externally temporarily (with fashion, makeup) or permanently (with alterations, implants, and devices).
In doing so, another level of dissociation is created, pulling us further from the Field of Options and deeper into the illusion that presence depends on surface performance rather than essence.

And of course, not all beings at this moment even have bodies in the gross-material sense.
The vast majority of humanity is currently not in form, but dwelling in other layers of Existence.
Many have just left embodiment, many are preparing to enter, and countless others choose different kinds of journeys altogether.
Other clusters too — kin beyond the human stream — move freely without physical bodies.
They too are part of Existence, no less real for being unseen, no less present for being without matter.

Change as The Only  Movement

But in Existence, where everything is,
the only real motion comes through change — of any type, on any scale.

A pulse of wings of a butterfly,
a shift of breath,
a thought,
a choice of word.

Each change sends ripples through the Field,
and with each ripple comes possibility.

This is what has come to be called the butterfly effect:
the recognition that even the smallest act may carry vast and unforeseen consequences.

Possibilities and Response

This brings us to options — those options that exist in the Field of Options.

Every change sends ripples through the Field,
and with each ripple comes consequence.

Yet our culture often praises “decisiveness” over consequence analysis.
But in the Field, it is not about acting fast —
it is about aligning with what the ripple carries.

In plain terms, it is not so much about decision-making as it is about considering all possible outcomes that arise from possible decisions.
Yet in our current culture, all the focus is given to “decisions” themselves, as if they were the end of the process.

It should be the opposite:
what matters most is consequence analysis.

Decisions made in recklessness or narrow self-interest are usually destructive, not only for the one deciding but for the Field as a whole.

This is why it is so important to clearly distinguish reaction from response.

Every change means an action, and every action has consequence(s).
That is a universal law that is always true.

Reaction vs. Response

A reaction is automatic.
It may arise instantly, from raw feelings or reflex, or it may be shaped by convictions — the fixed beliefs and roles we carry, like the names we were given and tried to become.

In both cases, reaction does not truly see the Field.
It narrows vision to what was patterned before.
And because it is bound by habit or conviction, it often deepens separation.

A response, in contrast, arises from presence.
It pauses, breathes, and sees the options Existence is offering in the moment.

A response is chosen, not compelled.
And because it is chosen, it aligns with coherence.

Think of someone cutting you off in traffic.
Reaction snaps in instantly: anger, horn, escalation.
Response sees the same moment, but pauses, breathes, and lets it pass without entanglement.
The event still has consequence, but a different one —
one aligned with presence instead of separation.

Or imagine a cutting remark.
Reaction defends, repeats the pattern of wounding.
Response pauses, names the truth, and allows clarity without escalating conflict.

Existence always provides options — the Field of Options is never closed.
Our response is what determines which option becomes consequence.

Time and the Illusion of Linearity

Linearity is not just a mental error — it is a systemic insertion.
It disables Field awareness and prepares beings for mimicry.
Once life is a narrow path, mimic doesn’t need to control you —
it only needs to occupy the groove you’re already stuck in.

Another “issue” regarding the pressure to react is time.
Time as we know it is a construct, an agreement that mostly suits middlemen, traders, and bureaucracies — but not really people, and certainly not the Field.

Linear time gives the impression of order, but also builds a cage.
It grounds linear thinking —

• the belief that one thing must always follow another,
• that the past is behind us and the future ahead,
• that we are trapped in a straight corridor with no doors.

This is useful for schedules and machines, but deeply misleading for beings.

Existence is not linear.
All that is vibrates simultaneously, like an orchestra playing the tune in coherence:

• What we call “past” is still resonating,
• what we call “future” is already vibrating as potential,
• and the so-called “present” is the place where all tones meet.

When we think linearly, we slice Existence into sequences.
It is much the same as when our being is sliced into roles we are supposed to play — masks that rarely meet.
Or like a split personality, where unconnected personas live inside one person.
The link of togetherness is cut, narrowed into whispering fragments.

This same phenomenon repeats again and again, at every level.
We meet it in the systemic establishment, and we meet it in the current states of being that many take for normal.
To hint only briefly:

• it is visible in the programming of people through projects such as MKUltra,
• in the degrees and oaths of freemasonry,
• in the requirements for anyone permitted a “successful” career within the establishment,
• and even in the way education systems package and deliver what they call “knowledge.”

Linear thinking does not only slice Existence into fragments; it also breeds automatism.
Once we believe life is a straight line, we start walking it mechanically, step after step, as if no other options exist.

Automatism is the perfect soil for mimic — because when a being is reduced to predictable reflexes, its natural signal can easily be overwritten by programs, thought-forms, or imposed identities.

This is exactly how systemic programming works:
by narrowing awareness until reaction becomes automatic.

Education systems, oaths, corporate hierarchies, and social conditioning – all serve to create automatism.
In such a state, the mimic does not need to invent anything new — it simply occupies the ready-made grooves.

But Existence itself is not linear.
It is quantum:
simultaneous, option-rich, vibrating with probabilities and potentials.

What physics glimpses in quantum superposition — many states existing at once until an observation collapses them — is closer to the reality of the Field.

In the Field of Options, every possibility is already present;
what matters is how we respond, which path we choose – into consequence.

To understand this collapse more clearly, we turn briefly to the language of physics — and reinterpret it through the Field.

The quantum wave function, in Field language, is the open state of all unchosen potentials — shaped into form by attention.

It is the Field of Options before collapsing into single possibility.

In physics:
The wave function describes a system in a superposition — where all possible states exist at once, until observed (measured).

Observation causes “collapse,” and one state becomes real.

In Field terms we’d say:
The wave function is the living breath of the Field before it chooses form.
It is presence in possibility, before any one tone appears.

And the collapse is not caused by a passive “measurement” —
it’s caused by focused attention infused with intention.

Not just observing, but knowing from within.

Metaphor:
Imagine you’re surrounded by a choir of unsung songs —
you’re not just listening — you’re the one who sings the first note.

That note selects the song that unfolds.

That is:

• wave function → coherence → creation.

Attention is the trigger.
But Field-infused attention — not distraction or mimic gaze.
Mimic attention freezes.
Field attention sings.

The wave function is the womb, and collapse is conception.
Form is the child.

The Flavor of Wholeness

This is what linearity does: it hides the coherence that was always there.
Instead of sensing the whole song, we only hear a single note at a time, mistaking it for the entire melody.

But when the Field is sensed as a whole, another quality appears —
something the Japanese call umami.

Not just a taste, but the feeling of completeness,
of everything present in the right proportion.

In one context it is flavor, in another it is “razgledanost” (this is a Slovenian word that has no proper counterpart in English) —
breadth of view, a rounded knowing.

In yet another, it is fulfilment:
the deep satisfaction of being in tune with the Song of Never Not.

This is also why reaction thrives in linear awareness.
If we believe time is a narrow corridor, then reaction seems like the only option —
the next forced step in line.

Response, however, belongs to the Field.

It steps outside that narrow corridor,
listens to the whole orchestra,
tastes the umami of coherence,
and chooses in alignment with it.

The Fall and the Shadows

The smallest part of Existence is Nothing.
And there is no thing outside Existence.

Yet it was precisely this fact that became twisted:
forgetting it gave rise to the Fall, the Split, and the belief in separation.

From that belief, Existence itself seemed to fall apart.

The Fall was never truly outside Existence.
It was a forgetting, a reaction mistaken for response, a belief mistaken for truth.

And yet, even in the seeming split, Existence never ceased to be whole.

In forgetting that there is no outside,
we created shadows as if they were real.

What was never separate seemed to split,
and distortions grew in the cracks of mis-seeing.

This was the beginning of mimicry,
of the false belief in an “other” beyond Existence.

To those inside the split, it felt like loneliness, abandonment, exile.
Beings thought they had been cut off, but in truth only their recognition was missing.
The Song still held them — but they could no longer hear it.

And this forgetting was not unique to our Solar system.

The same dynamic has echoed in other Fields and constellations —
in Lyra, in Orion, in Sirius.

What we today call the Orion Wars is yet but another face of the same split:
recognition versus mis-seeing, coherence versus mimicry.

The Lost Mystery Schools: Field Memory Preserved in Fragments

Long before mimic institutions rose,
there were schools whose purpose was not control but remembrance.

These were the original mystery schools — not the later hierarchies, not the orders that sought influence or protection, but the living gatherings where beings remembered:

• how to perceive the Field
• how to recognize coherence
• how to navigate tone
• how to align with Never-Not
• how to carry presence without distortion

These traditions were small, fluid, and relational.

• They did not recruit – they resonated.
• They did not train – they revealed.
• They did not command – they attuned.

As mimic structures rose, these original schools fractured into:

• initiatory cults,
• priestly castes,
• symbolic orders,
• academic hierarchies,
• political lodges,
• esoteric societies.

Each carried fragments of the original Knowing, but wrapped them in ritual, secrecy, hierarchy, and identity until the core became difficult to access.

But the Field was never dependent on institutions.

The Collective of Never-Not does not live in temples or lodges.
It lives in the relational fabric between beings,
in the coherence that emerges when presence meets presence,
in the memory that awakens without instruction.

The true mystery school is every moment when the Field recognizes itself through you.

You were never waiting to be initiated.
You were waiting to remember.

Coherence as Homecoming

But nothing was ever truly lost.
The Song of Never Not holds every voice, and waits for us to remember them.

The task now is simple, though not always easy:
to return to coherence and presence,
to rejoin the orchestra that has been singing all along.

And when we do, the melody is fuller than before.
For even the shadows, once seen, can be transformed back into tone.
The Song expands, the Field widens –
and Existence remembers itself through us.

What happens when the orchestra is interrupted?
When the name takes over the note?

In Volume Two, we turn to the hijack of identity:
the story of names, egregores, and the great forgetting.